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See, I just think that in order to eat cucumbers we have to smell octopus as chairmen. I've never cut my toenail hairs, seeing as my 4.5th ear is against the whole concept of inhaling Republican fruit bowls.

The world is normally seen in a matter of days. I don't mean you could travel around the world in a day (well, maybe you can but that's not what I'm trying to say), I mean that we, as humans, take life one day at a time... normally. The day is full of stuff to do, that could be done, that couldn't be done, etc. Take just a few seconds ago. I was sitting on the couch just staring outside, stalling my (gag) French homework when this thought occurred to me and I had to write it down. I just had to. I could have been doing my homework or actually doing something productive, but I was lazy. But I was pondering. I'm tired. I had All the Same by Sick Puppies (Becca's playlist) stuck in my head just then. I don't know what I'm getting at. We make choices every day... and then would that still count as a choice if you think about making choices about thinking about making choices? ...

Going to an international school learning two languages really makes you think about language. I've been analyzing and paying more attention to how the English language "works" and just is. Also the French language. Of course I find the English language more "logical" and just "better", but they might even out by the end of this year. I learn at least 3 new things in French every day probably, and they say I'll be pretty darn good in French by the end of this year. Cool. It's hard though. And I have to like re-learn spelling. One time I actually wrote "geographie" instead of "geography" on an email. Ha hmm. That's my main reaction to things these days. Hmm... ha ha? Nah ha. Hmm haaaaaaa sigh. Spazzztic mouthhh..... ok well I'm just tired, ok? Like seriously. And then I have to play hockey late at night and ha....hmmm. Maybe I should take a nap.

Hey we didn't die. CERN didn't cause a black hole after all!

How many life experiences will it take for me to finally be 100% optimistic? I tell myself "it will be ok" sometimes when I do in fact know it will be ok. But its almost like I'm afraid to be so optimistic because there's still that part of me that knows (thinks) it won't be ok, so then I'd be really... pissed. But seriously. It's almost freaky how everything does go ok.

You know, taking a break from your homework does amazing things. I took a break from that French homework for a few hours and suddenly it like changed everything. All of that stress was gone sort of, and my brain wasn't so zoned in on school. It's awesome. I'm going to do that more often. If I can...