Not necessarily

Antipasta's really getting underway. I biked over (by myself) to the Levin's apartment today and we made videos and stuff. It was super fun. We have one video very close to being 100% done, which should be added to YouTube soon. So then I rode home with my mom because it was raining and stuff. There was a fat rainbow outside. I used up like all of my camera battery. That was probably the second-to-last time I'll get to see Erez and Oren. Ugh. For another 7,900 hours or so. Sigh. Since I got my iPod (Melvin) I've been listening to a lot of music and stuff. Checking out my friend's blogs and yeah. I keep thinking I'm losing my friends, but I think it's an illusion. I guess not seeing them in real life for a month while spending time with no new friends can really get to a teenage girl, huh? But I'm more optimistic I think. And there is a reason. This is hard. But not necessarily. Because in a way it doesn't even exist. So I don't know what to think, why or whatever. Who cares about age? Ellen Page must play Maximum Ride. They've already made plans for the movie. She's 21. Max is supposed to be 14. Er. But I mean, they cannot cast a girly stupid girl for Max. I will hate their guts. The movie's going to pretty much stink anyway, might as well get the actors right though. Sigh. And I still need to get the 4th book, along with some books my friend recommended to me. And I will consider reading Breaking Dawn because I read the other books and am sort of "caught up in the story". And maybe the Host. I also joined FanFiction.net. My goal is to write a Maximum Ride fanfic. Will take TONS of work if I don't want it to be a piece of crap. But yeah. My profile is here if you want to check it out.

I've been wondering. Inspiration has it's bad affects, sure, but even if you can be inspired to do/think something "bad", could it still be considered positive because it's almost like the sincerest human connection? It can cause side effects as well. It's quite complicated. Not necessarily.