Sunday, January 25, 2009

Selfless, Cold and Composed

Title song here: by Ben Folds Five

You ever feel like you just want to forget about some things, and just kind of do certain things? Just let go of everything else?

I thought I did. But then I decided to just go with the flow with stuff, and just kind of make it through the rest of the 100-something days. Which was sort of the only option, you know?

This weekend was considerably better, but still not so great. I had my party, which was really awesome. We saw Slumdog Millionaire and it was awesome. Puts stuff into perspective, like how we seriously are really really lucky. I mean seriously.

Only this week and then another till break, in which we'll go to Italy with Zach's friend. I want to ride my bike around Geneva someday, taking pictures of the graffiti or something.

It's really quite amazing how things go by so fast and all. It's kind of cool. It's like one big roller coaster, where I go fast through the fun parts and then it's all of a sudden at an annoying part all the time, but it just kind of.. ends eventually. 

I get a song stuck in my head to get through the week normally. Last week it was Jane by Ben Folds Five. Helps remind myself there's still some awesomeness out there and like I have a place to go I guess.

I'm...
reading the Host
going to order a bunch of awesome CD's
sort of writing a song or two
thinking about writing a short story
tired, maybe getting sick
still here

It's kinda fun being here on Earth and all. Seein' the show. Being the show. Whatever show. And manipulating, experimenting with the lighting.

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