Sunday, July 27, 2008

Well this is it

You know, in a way we're always going in circles. But gradually we all make some progress. Progress like evolution, technology, etc. But really we're just trying not to get too lost. We don't know why we exist. I'm not talking about chemical reactions to create life, I'm talking about the whole morale thing. We've evolved, we've changed to survive, and all just to experience the universe. That's pretty much it. We have 2 arms, 2 legs, a pretty complicated brain, and about a billion other things to help us try to make something of this. We've got motivational quotes by famous people to keep us thinking, we've got other people (lots of other people) to help us, ruin our lives, and just share what we're going through. You never, ever know what's going to happen. It's science. It's emotional. It's life. We're all just trying to help each other discover and make more progress. Emphasis on trying. There are still those evil people out there. People that like to inflict pain on other people, make bad choices, and not see another human as another friend. We're all humans, ok??? So what if they come from another country?? No offense to that country, that's beside the point. So what if they have a different skin color or anything? They. Are. Still. Humans. Humans have human natures. This is another step of progress we've made to establish that fact. Humans make mistakes. That's natural. But it's also natural to be mad at the person that made the mistake. It's a circle. Never-ending, really. So what I'm trying to say here is, you just live, ok? Maybe try to do something, I dunno. You've got emotions that help you, or drag you down. Stuff like saying "aww" when you see a kitty cat. Stuff like crying when you see someone die. Even if you didn't know them. Because that's one less human to experience the universe, to make something of it. That's one less friend to comfort someone. One less person to feed. One less person to smile at you, even if they don't know you. I'm not an expert on the universe. Or life in general. But I've made some progress myself. We all have. Listening to music, doing stuff that makes you happy. That's what we're after: just to be frickin' happy. And why can't 6 billion people be happy? Because we're all different, we all think things differently. Because there are some human inventions that get in the way. Like guns, war, violence, and money. We're all just trying to be happy, and yet it has to be so hard. And other people make it hard. That's just...no. As a teenager, I have choices to make, sure. Really, you do at any age. But these choices normally become harder. You've got other teens who chose to be mean or something. Basically, most people want other people to notice them. To know that this kind of person exists and has something to share. And it's like a circle again, because 6 billion people want to be noticed by the other 6 billion people, and those other 6 billion people want to be noticed by the...you get it. You want to be cool. I want to be cool, sure. But being cool for me means being happy, really. And being happy for me means having awesome friends who like me, listening to music I like, wearing clothes that I like to wear, and just being different because I'm like that. It's pretty simple, really. There's always all this talk about how "just be yourself, you know, don't try to be anyone else" and I really agree with it, yeah. Because being yourself normally, most likely, means you'll be happy. But it's hard. There's that thing called peer pressure. There's jealousy, there's confusion, there's enough emotions and misunderstanding to kill someone (not literally) and sometimes you just don't know what to do, because what if you're not enough? If, if, if. No one can control you or me. We've got a whole bunch of stuff to pay attention to to make you happy, we've got a few billion other people to make friends with, I've already got a lot of friends that are just awesome. I'm trying to make something of this universe, and I already have. Like I said before. You do what makes you happy, you discover and let go sometimes. I have a hard time letting go of stuff sometimes. I don't want to things to change sometimes. I don't want to lose someone. But you shouldn't, and won't if you're happy, they're happy; you're human. You just let yourself be human, because nothing is going to matter, and because it's all gonna matter a lot. We can solve the world's problems. We really can. We're humans. If we're trying to be happy, and are happy, we can act like humans. You're not supposed to care. You're supposed to care about everything, though.

Humans + happiness = ??

Let's see what happens.

1 comment:

Anastasia said...

wow thats really deep! happiness is a hard thing to achive, like if you never worn something before and when u wore it you liked it, and start wearing it more often, people start calling you a goth poser >_> - my experience obviously :( a lot of people are hard to please, and if they think its so cool to be mean and act like total "B*****s that are on top of the whole school that everyone should be afraid of and do stuff for them", then they will make fun of you over the most ridiculous things that are written in the bathroom lets say, that are OBVIOUSLY not true, but bc they need to feel all big and bad they will still make fun of you >_>