Tuesday, July 1
Today we moved out of our house. It's tomorrow. I hate saying that- it. is. Tomorrow. And tomorrow is only 2 hours away. Our plane ride us at 9pm. I still need to get a new backpack and see my friends for the last time for a year. I can't believe it. I don't like this "tomorrow"- I like a month, next year or NEVER. Ugh. I don't like this. I need my friends. I don't think I'll cry or anything. I just...ARGH. At least its only for a year. This is now, but when I transfer this to my blog and you read this, This will be then. see, that's another thing. Time just goes by so fast, and before you know it, things ended, changed and crumble into a memory. Then I thought, what's the point of seeing my friends today for only like 4 hours? And then I thought- because you can do it a lot. I could see my friends everyday and then that'd make a big difference. And because you have one life, do something with it, And because its fun while it lasts. Well, it can be. It should be. See, I just dont think you should do anything that doesn't make you happy. It's so simple- I just want some frickin' happiness! I want happy. I'm a human with human needs and wants. Forget society- I want to live like it's my life I'm in control of.
MORE LATER, I PROMISE. I just don't have the time right now really. I'll update in France.
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