That is almost creepy, man.

So I was just studying French a little in this book. And I was listening to music at the same time. I just...I never did that. Never would listen to music while doing homework or whatever. It's just so weird how much I've changed to become the teenager I am now. I mean, it's weird because now I don't think having iPod headphones plugged in my ears all day with the volume quite high is weird. That's just me, it's normal right now. But back then, it would be weird. I would never do that. And then there's that whole "you" factor. The whole concept of "you" is really quite complex and confusing. Just think about it. It's like, if you weren't a quiet person, you can't imagine yourself being quiet, really. Me? Like that? You can't fathom it. It's weird, man. But yeah. It's hard to believe I'm going to be 14 in like 4 months. Almost exactly 4 months. Me? 14?????? No way, man. I still haven't gotten used to me being 13. I hope I don't turn into a rotten teenager or anything. I want to be one of them cool ones. I'm going to try to not do anything really stupid. 'Course, that's hard to avoid, isn't it? Because "doing something stupid" seems "normal" now. Eh. I'll just live my life, see what happens. There are going to be plenty of lectures I will have to endure over my whole course of teenager-hood. Whatever. Oh, and you guys back home- if I come back a girly-girl or anything, like wearing make-up and "talking about my hair" please, please shoot me. I'm dead serious. Or just a punch. I could not live with myself like that. If I become obsessed with like...Cosmo girl, just like...I dunno, punch me really really hard. Or shoot me. *shudder I really hope I don't turn into that kind of person... *wrinkles nose

Just kidding. Don't shoot me. But you get my drift.

Oh and by the way, the music I was listening to was Becca's (Trinity's) playlist. I've been listening to that literally all day, everyday. Addicting stuff.