The Blog Post That's About as Important as a Slice of Eggplant to the Newspaper Soduku

Sigh. No. Ugh. Stop. Well, let's put it this way: living here is hard. Living in the world is hard. Living as a teenager is hard. Living HERE as a teenager is hard. As you guys have probably gathered from the majority of my other posts. But you see, today I sort of lost it. Maybe. "Lost it" means, in this case, got... unhappy... and... annoyed? I think I'm just a little stressed. Really stressed. Too stressed. For one thing, I've got school. School is so bad I almost don't want to even go home because I know I have to just do more work. For two things, we've got this whole "world/Earth/human/life" thing. As in:

The U.S. sucking beyond dirt.
The world sucking beyond dirt and rotten red bell-peppers.

As in:

The never-ending issues of world hunger, inequality, unfairness, wealth/poor/money in general, etc. etc. And then NOW we have that whole "second depression" thing goin' on. I mean, you gotta hand it to these people (as in us), I thought global warming was bad enough and enough to make me stressed/ughed beyond happiness, but no, we have to continue to act like stupid idiots, continue to not think about what we are doing, continue to act like humans. This is not ok. Will it go ok? You tell me. Did the Holocaust go ok? Optimism comes in handy in these hard times. Does it actually always "go ok"?

This is beyond unfairness. I'm not even going to call it "unfair". Sure, the economy hasn't killed us all yet, but after I sat down and thinked about it, I was ready to quit. I suddenly was so sick of living in France, so sick of George Bush, so sick of people not caring, not doing, not even acting like frickin' HUMANS. No, this blog post isn't going to solve the problem. In fact, this blog post has about a 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000001% affect on the world. Actually, way way way less. But at least, AT LEAST I'm acknowledging the problems, analyzing them (to a certain degree) and admitting that I am part of the problem, and am willing (I WILL) try to/help solve it all.

But is that even possible? Maybe 2,008 years was enough. Maybe we're supposed to just die now. Maybe it all ends. And then another thing happens and "humans" grow 11 fingers. The problem is us, we made the problem, we are the problem, but we are the solution.

You know what is just downright sick? Inhumane? Well I could name a few things. But the most recent, if you will, is the election. Yeah yeah yeah you guys know the drill. McCain, Obama... yeah yeah. But this seriously is like teh biggest (most important) election ever. You guys have probably heard that too a thousand times. But as I was saying, the thing that is just downright sick is that, somehow, I really do not know how, but apparently around 50% of the US population somehow does not see the evil in Bush. Hey, if you're an elephant (republican) will you kindly stop reading? Because you getting mad at me or whatever is not... just don't. Just leave. I'm not necessarily "insulting" YOU, but your thoughts and whatever.

As I was saying, I just do nut understand how people can see any "good" in Palin. She is... ok I don't want this to be one of those political blogs or whatever. You guys get enough, and more than enough, from the media. But what I was saying was that you guys (as in all of us) need to like OPEN OUR FRICKIN' EYES and THINK ABOUT WHAT WE SEE AND DON'T SEE. Because this is a mess. This is the result of modern humans getting too "smart" and lazy and just evolving, or actually lack. This is sick. This is gross. This is wrong. This is the world. This is October 2008.

Yeah I'm 13. I don't understand how the election fully works, I don't really get economics, I don't know how the world goes 'round fully and I don't know trigomonetry. But I'm a citizen of the world just like you, I'm a human just like you. I like chocolate cake and looking at the clouds. I listen and follow most of my parent's opinions and want to understand everything, just like pretty much every other human. I don't get much, but what I do get is that people have problems. Humans can be seriously.... wrong. Those rich people out there that are ruining everything; I doubt that's who they really are. But you never know, 'cause we're all different all the time. Like I said, this blog post doesn't even matter. There's no point really, 'cause everything is so unbalanced. Some people have so much power, and are always yelling out to make themselves heard even though it's wrong sometimes. After they're heard and are big, they want to get bigger. They get corrupted, too big and too loud that they can never hear the little tiny voice that says the truth.

But maybe, just maybe, if some guy named Obama gets elected and people start acting like humans, screw greed and money, think about everything, and don't jump in the stupid can, the Earth will feel like smiling back.

P.S. I haven't started blogcasting yet, but I'll really try this week. I'm super super busy with school, so it sucks. As I said, I think I'm already sick of this.